Because it gets cold and lonely
I know the pain
Having to hide and refain
From silently crying inside
Asking yourself as to why?
You’re not good enough for someone to stay.
It’s not your fault,
As you stare blankely into lieing eyes
Trying not to break.
If only they could take their lies and replace it with my pain
Would they seem to think again
When it came to a life…
I’m not just another human being
I’m their lives, they created.
I’m dying to prove I wasn’t a mistake
Unexpected, So to say
But that doesn’t mean for granted they should take,
Because they’re not the only one having to put on a smile
Be patient and wait awhile.
You see, me?
I’ve been waiting my whole life cause I’m just a child.
I didn’t ask to be the cause of commotion.
The reason some words go left unspoken
Because I walked into the door.
You see, me?
I’m the child who was created through you two misbehaving and not giving a damn about the repercussions of things escalating….
Are you two satisfied?
Because I’m the child that was made through pleasure and pain
Love and hate
Can you get with that?
Can you relate?
I’m just a child
Who was taught through you two people when to smile and when to frown.
Now as I get older, I connect those to ups and downs.
He told me, “Go PLAY!”
She told me, “Baby we will go another day”
I’m just all together confused and afraid
And the people I get to stay around love me so
But it’s those other two people that I crave something from the most.
Cause those are the ones that made me
Same one that deliver to me the definition of strife
As I get older I realize,
It’s just me now
But I hope they’ll realize …
I was just a child…..